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Thursday, October 30, 2008

...its a whole different feeling.
....its not the kinda of anticipation & excitement i used to have.
...its more of fear; and a little tense.
...pretending that nothing had happened is impossible.
im preparing for words to say.
pray that i will remain strong throughout =)

alrights. im gonna prepare for school now~!

★left her thoughts at
11:39 AM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

老犯错太沉默老是学不乖

也许真的是你欠我的债

我的人生一路在修改

mister zheng's song . . .

★left her thoughts at
2:34 PM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

the first thing on my mind this morning is that its 28th today.
whats wrong with 28th you might be thinking?
ohh well.a new chapter;a new life commenced. . .9months ago & ended too
move on,move on!

i was late for law lecture today luh.
i left home as early as 7.30am! but i reach almost 9.
blame the bus service =/
i snapped mr tann on behalf of ms pita,on the way rushing to class.hahaha! =)
law ended around 12 or so.
headed down to queensway, then anchorpoint, then vivo with anisah to search for watch.
but none fits her requirements.
depart for HOME SWEET HOME!
i miss the boy who eats unsalted fries

★left her thoughts at
4:37 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

another week ended . . .
met up with bestie yesterday to get some gadgets at Causeway.
... 1 external hard disk (hers)
... 1 earphone (hers)
... 1 thumbdrive (hers)
... 1 mouse (MINE!)

kinda of regret buying the mouse,
i forgot i have it! given by mister ex,sometime ago =)
but its okay.the new mouse is NICER! hahaha
Ramly burger, Gelare cheesecake, MCwings were awesome!
jas & i have the same arm position.we are CLONES..wahaha!
im beginning to feel deaf lately.
ARGGHHSS.
or my ears are trying to be SUBJECTIVE too?


BESTIE'S creation using Zbrush =)
my princesses artwork for me! =))
Bishop spoke to me after a baptism service today.
Just a casual conversation though.
But somehow, i felt he knows something.
He told me to look to the future, the past is over . . .
tutorial time!
[u & ur unfinished hmwk]
=)
chats & texts are saved
for whatever the reason
its getting better
move on,move on!

★left her thoughts at
12:49 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

its yet another Friday night
it used to be the day i anticipated most
for tonight, after 2months or so, messages are back;
for once, i knew there will be a reply, a respond
for that, its an acclamation
********

nevertheless, i experienced terror
from the same being
i thought the worst is over,
only to realise is actually yet to befall
********

past nights of chills & usage of pills brought me good sleep
without misses, remorse & regrets in dreams
but when dawn arrives;thats when the true nightmare begins
recurrence of fears,tears & sorrows

★left her thoughts at
12:50 AM

Friday, October 24, 2008

morning session of sch ended;to be continued after 3pm.
met mom for lunch at a Thai restaurent somewhere in Alexandra;
superb for this chilly weather =)
i've 3.5 hrs of leisure time before going back to sch
ECTP never fails to doze me off =S
i was focusing, at the beginning.
haa.but soon i couldnt resist lalaland's temptation.
pictionary did help to cease some sleepiness. LOL!
how does it felt being made use?

whats good for you may not be right for you.
but whats right for you, will definitely be good for you.
congrats for your POP!

★left her thoughts at
1:39 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

i was checking my school email & i received this! =.=
For those who have failed the ECT term test 2, please take note:
ECT RETEST (Week 4)
Date 5 Nov 2008
Venue W512B
Time 315pm - 515pm
arghs.RETEST! meaning i've gotta study all over again =S
its ECTP! ggrrrr..
the lecturer is confusing us with different drawing by extracting similiar details.
who knows when to draw what.NONSENSE!!
hate it,hate it!!
& im gonna prepare for sch now; ECTP PRACTICAL! =((

★left her thoughts at
11:41 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

sch ended early today.
triangle isnt complete this term,missing one or another.
law lecture was bored,
law tutorial was FUN!
nyssa & i were 'noting' each other.haas
she said i look better today.she dared not talk to me yesterday =/
it takes time to get over all that happened in a wink

decision by me not concluded,but by him it had
doubts and queries arent clarified
isnt given another chance to repent
replied messages are cherished more than ever


★left her thoughts at
6:12 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

i hasnt been myself today.
skipped 2 sessions in church.
germaine asked if i am ok,
but i was lost for words.
all i said was "i'll tell you later"
I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever
What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

★left her thoughts at
3:23 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008



i dont want sorrys from you.
i dont wanna let go.
i dont wanna leave you.

she MISSES you like none other does.
she LOVES you for who you truly are.
she HOLDS ON despite how hurt she is.
she NEVER LET GO believing that things will change for the better.

now,
all she ask for is one more chance.
...to love again
...to miss again
...to smile =) again

★left her thoughts at
7:56 PM

Friday, October 17, 2008

my laptop is back!

transferring my docs, pics & songs back.
some pics to share . . .








i am suppose to be asleep by now.
its 1.36am.
lesson starts at 8.30am tomorrow =X

alrights.
goodnight! =)

★left her thoughts at
1:20 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Hi people!
im back into blogging.
work ended; & sch started.

my laptop crashed!! its still under servicing..crappy ACER!
& worst still, i need it for my CS module tomorrow =/

watched [PAINTED SKIN] with bestie two weeks back.
not so bad. QI YU WU is a demon.hahaha.he eat flies =S

met up with Ben, Jas & ZX on saturday.
for kbox & midnight movie at Cine =)

silly joke_
i asked ZX if one day his gf plead him for something in a very [terhh] way, what will he do?
& he replied he will slap her, & tell her [jiang hao hao!]
LOL!

im sorry people if my emo-ness did spoilt your mood,just couldnt help it
& we watched [CONNECTED]
louis koo is forever sooo charming!
cabbed home with them around 2plus.

sch's great! with early dismissal yesterday & today.
tutorials & projects coming up.
in a wink, its gonna be term test again . . . =X
i passed my law term test. did considerably well too =))
kinda of unexpected though. cause its LAW! haha.

the past 2 weeks or so was total destructive.
certain things left unsaid.
certain people left unforgotten.
life still has to move on, somehow.

i shall post photos when my laptop is back!


★left her thoughts at
12:01 PM