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Absence makes the heart grow fonder

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Yi Ling♥
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Thursday, July 31, 2008

sch's OK today.
BMA was as usual, short yet beneficial
having revision for exam.

was indecisive whether to skip ECTP,
cos its boring.
& i never liked ECTP! =/

1a/01 having bbq tmr!
at ECP.its gonna be a busy busy day tmr..

came back from PS not long ago.
accompanied nyssa to check out trumpet's mouthpiece price.
got my screen protector from singtel retailer =))

gotten complete my ECTP's sketches by tonight.

dearie's on MC; for two days.
mass diarrhoea in camp =(
he gets to go home tonight, & book in as usual on Sun.
hopes he takes good care of himself.
i called him.& he answered! =D
& lastly,im forgiven.hahs.

★left her thoughts at
6:10 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

PHEW~
just completed my ECTP practical assignment (drawings still on the way =X)
Design & Drawing mock exam tomorrow.
Law revision tomorow.
CD_CIP presentation almost complete.
BS assessed assignment 2 not done yet.
ARGHS.
STRESSsss . . .

went Queensway shopping centre to get my contact lens
& then to anchorpoint with Jenny for dinner (HONGKONG FOOD)
goodness.i couldnt stop laughing with her =D
_inside joke_
bus to be balance.
walk behind me on newly laid pavement.
bus no. 100
hahahahaha_

he replied,
asked if i've bought my contact lens,
and hope im wearing them.
dearie,u still cares afterall.
thanks.
i appreciate your every single bit =)))

★left her thoughts at
10:19 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

2 weeks to TERM TEST!
3 weeks to SEMESTER EXAM!

& i still seems unprepared for whichever modules.
been procrastinating.
time to start studying.seriously.

SP jazz band
( . . .)
do some self-reflection on the room's layout_
it really needs a makeover.
looks are DECEIVING!
appeared nice.yet (. . .)



i will put all the unreplied messages aside.
i will continue to send you,still.
i will wait for the day when you reply,finally.
no matter how long it is,how tough it is, i will wait.
dearie_you are the love of my life,forever.

★left her thoughts at
10:56 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

your avoidance made me invulnerable.
your ignorance made me immuned.
you can chose to hide, now.
but one day you will realise hiding brings you nowhere.
i tried means and ways to contact you.



i know you inside out.
even the slightest action you do,i understands.
i MISS saturdays with you.
i MISS your cheekiness.
afterall,i MISS U.
eventually, i still LOVES you.






on a lighter note,
regina is coming back to Singapore from LA! =))
hopefully this Friday.
i promise to skip sch & keep her company =]
she will be here for four days, & head back to Indonesia, Jakarta.
i MISS her so much!
she called from States on Sat.
conferenced with her & bestie.
and the line was cut off =.=
if only she's back in sept when im having hols,
i'l seek permission to go back indo with her!!
RERE, my everlasting laughter partner!
And i've finally bought my Sony W760i (RED)!! =D

my LOVELY princesses.
from left: Yong Lin, Rachel & Faith.










★left her thoughts at
5:22 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008



how long more can i restrain myself from texting you?
three days past,surprisingly.
how could i possibly made the same mistakes thrice?
for accepting you, i should be aware of the consequences ahead.
i should be understanding,
i should be merciful,
i should be forgiving.
i know i should.

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子





im gonna meet up with BESTIE & SJ tomorrow =]


TYLC days . . .

reminds me of maths tuitions on Saturdays


reminds me of my 开心果 during Chinese lessons

reminds me of self-studying at the back of class during POA, mp3-ing & laughing with bestie over some empty 'space' on someone's! hahaha.

reminds me of pool-ing at selegie.

reminds me of my birthday chalet, & whole bunch of TYLC guys came cycling in one by one like some impressive stunts. LOL!

reminds me of MAC meals weekly.

reminds me of toilet breaks in the Polyclinic.

reminds me of the [HENG NAN JIE] quotes.wahahaha!

those were the wonderful days . . .









★left her thoughts at
10:25 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

Friday was fun!
met jenny after sch & headed to bugis for Sakae Sushi.
then to ArtFriend & finally KSter in Chinatown.
it was hilarious with her =)
she's like a younger sis of mine.
could possibly talk about anything.everything.


Saturday wasnt as great as it could have been.
the usual dinner & movie.
I wasnt feeling good all day long.
He lied,yet again.
Shall not elaborate much.
Afterall the reason is [i dont know]
time will tell . . .


i've no idea what he's thinking.
i hate to make wild guesses.
i hate it when he remain silence throughout
i hate it when he doesnt answer the calls
i hate it when he doesnt speak his mind
almost half year past,
what he did make me realise that i simply dont understand him at all
i promise myself never to shed tears for him after that incident,
but i simply cant hold back those tears.

guardian angel appeared,again
in the most surprising & unknown manner.
in the most needed situation.
thankyou :]]


Sunday was superb!
went church in the morning.
hurried to Joo Chiat CC for CIP with 1a/01 =)










iLOVE sweeties!

thanks gals`

nyssa never fails to know somethings wrong with me,somehow.somewhere.

pita never fails to make me laugh when i dont even feel like smiling =]]

★left her thoughts at
5:55 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

its PSP day! haha.
played PSP all day long.the addiction is back,after 3months.
exchange PSP with nyssa during BMA lecture,
crazy taxi was,FUN! =))
*******
nyssa & i had a BAD experience on the way home
we met this creepy,eerie indian man while walking along the underpass
we were in opposite directions on the stairs,
he started walking slowly & nearer to nyssa.
with those sneaky eyes of his,he stared =/
freaked out!
we hurried to the bus-stop.
creepiness is still in us.
eeeeekkkss!!
dearie doesnt have IPPT this week.
meaning NO confinement!
meaning Sat will be a long day out.
meaning kbox, dinner & shopping with besties & dearie.
i should,by right be excited,
BUT, its gonna be replace by CIP!
why this week?
why this sat?
told dearie about it,& he's like go kbox some other time?
SOME OTHER TIME! >.<
the anticipation shatters . . .
in the presence of her,
im not myself.
i've no idea why,
i've tried,but i cant.
i seems dumbfounded in her existence,strangely.
what comes around goes around
be nice to people,or at least try.
or even before u knew it.
retribution had fallen upon you,or your close ones.

★left her thoughts at
4:39 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

im home! boring IT lesson. NOTHING accomplished!
was surfing e net throughout the 3.5hrs =)

PBL & test in two weeks time.


back to Saturday.
met up with dearie at my place's bus-stop [[:
shopped around till 5 before catching [GET SMART]
hah.thats e 2nd time im watching!
went chinatown with intention to get new hp for mom & myself,
but e colour i wanted isnt release into the market yet =/
got mom's hp instead.
had hongkong dim sum for dinner AGAIN!
3 consecutive weekends of HONGKONG food.unbelieveable! LOL.

was pissed with not getting my new hp,
as well as some nasty handphone dealers!
i was in a foul mood,with dearie.
sorry boy.
you know i dont mean it.
girls are temperamental =X


newpapers seems more interesting,uh boy? >.<

we are in LOVE!

dearie_dear_darl_

iMISSu

bestest bestie =))

★left her thoughts at
5:34 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

assignments, projects, tutorials!! HELL..no more pls, people.
poly isnt slack at all, to me =/
& for goodness sake,stop the O lvl stress! its poly.POLY!!
yesterday's ECT practical was awesome! LOL.
i realised something strange with someone in my class since morning.
told nyssa about it, & the gals soon knew it too.
had a great laugh.i know that isnt too nice, but well.we didnt mean it
JUST FOR LAUGH!
meeting dearie tmr! yay =))
going to get his NUM slippers
going to get my new HANDPHONE! w760i (red)
i had enough of n73!
constantly prompting me to delete data cause memory full,
when theres stil 1GB memory space left! CRAP! >.<

★left her thoughts at
10:50 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

sch's fine today =)
finally done with the law retest assignment.
however, theres BMA report & ECTP tutorial to be submitted SOON!


iMISSdearie.
a sudden gush of misses for him.
my misses could only be replace by his past messages.
recalling the days i spent in class sitting right beside him;with no interest at all.
those were the days . . .
eyes were kept on the corridors looking out for someone else,instead
if only i knew Mr Right was beside me all along,
i would have cherish him right from the start.
i do CHERISH you now,my precious boy.
right from day 1-280108,till eternity =))


★left her thoughts at
5:11 PM

Monday, July 7, 2008

how boring are IT lessons? SUPERB BORING lah.

doing MS access & excel.SIANZ! =.=



met dearie on Sat noon, planned to complete my law retest assignment at the library.
but due to some so called security policies; notes & books arent allowed into the references area. without my notes & books, how am i gonna do my work? =/
so, i accompanied dearie while he surf the net.
left library around 4plus for food!
went bugis junction, had hongkong cuisine again.hahaha.
our weekly hongkong food! =))
left early for home.cause dearie was suppose to go 'eat table' at night.
but in the end, it was cancelled.
cause his parents wasnt going =(
we could have stayed out late lah.
its okay.another week is soon.5 more days to endure [[:



church was great on Sun!
i finally taught my 3princesses..
iLOVEthem! faith,rachel & yong lin.
merely 4yrs old.how adorable can they be? =))
faith came up to me after lesson & told me she wanna find mummy.
so i brought her to YW's room to find Sis Heidi. she's SO SO sooo sweet!
3princesses are absolutely lovable!! =))

★left her thoughts at
1:36 PM

Friday, July 4, 2008

skipped ECT lecture today =X its only a 3hr lecture.
& the lecture's definitely gonna be BORING.
2 sweeties skipped as well; that explains why im not going too.ha! =]
sis goin through some challenges lately =/
be strong!
if the answer's gonna be no,let him go.
if he's yours, he'l return to your side eventually.
though its been almost a decade spent with him,
the memories, the places & the words are bound to remind you of him,
but you really gonna try & let go.
he wants to be happy.
& thats the way he want things to be ended.
time heals all wounds, i believe.
=))

★left her thoughts at
4:43 PM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

this week is FAST! its thurs..yay!
played tic-tac-toe & hangman with clsmates during BMA's lecture yesterday =X LOL! it was to keep us awake.
after school met up with annie & jasreel yesterday =))
been really long since i last saw annie.probably more than a yr!
we went parkmall for sakae! yeah``
after our contented meal,we went over to PS for some shopping. haa~
we continue talking about our sec sch days.haha
I really MISS sec sch life,somehow.
dearie video called.hahaha.the 3 of were having a brief orientation on how his bunk looks like.LOL! jas was like saying :look like hospital eh.wahahas.
iMISSterence! =)) iLOVEsaturdays.
lesson was ok today - in the morning. BMA's lab [:
but ECT was hell.as usual.but at least i tried to understand a bit here & there =/
TGIF-THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! - tomorrow
=D

★left her thoughts at
4:49 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Tueday is SPOILT too.
whats wrong with them?!
stop INTRUDING into my life with your SARCASM.
GET LOST!!!
there are one & a million FLAWS i could simply mention just describing that face of yours!

★left her thoughts at
5:02 PM