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Absence makes the heart grow fonder

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Yi Ling♥
&twenty-1st
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&Singapore Polytechnic


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Monday, June 30, 2008

hey! you spoilt my EARLY MONDAY MORNING! >.<
i promise not to call you in sch again.
never again. arghss_
FALL FOR YOU
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
Received this song from dearie.
He emphasised that the lyrics is very meaningful.
Well, indeed it is =)
dearie, we had been falling for each other over & over again
the past doesnt matters, for i know its true this time round_LOVES!

★left her thoughts at
2:11 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

WEE~ i've spent my 19th birthday with lots of lovely friends! THANK YOU everyone! iloveU guys =))



-26th jun-
firstly,1A/01 surprised me! thank you for the cake & necklace.
Thanks 1A/01!! appreciate ur effort [[:



-27th jun-

went to sch for ECT. gotten back my paper.i PASSED! luckily luhh.
had lunch at mac with my two beloved sweeties in sch before going for movie at Suntec.
watch [GET SMART] it was hilarious.superb hilarious lah..hahahaha.











_pita,thanks for ur mcspicy treat!
_anisah,thanks for ur cup corn treat
met jenny at great world for awhile & head home to prepare for bday celebration!
suppose to celebrate at Mind Cafe,but peng was psycho-ing me & bestie not to =/
& finally we changed the plan & went bugis for steamboat instead. hahaha.


- A BIG thank you to:
BESTIE (jasreel)
wantian
liling
yingying
jenny
ben liew
peng peng
zhixian

iLOVE all of uu.thanks for celebrating my bday!
pics will be updated soon. =))


-28th jun-

happy birthday to JASREEL!!
BFF!!


HAPPY 5 MONTHS,dearie!
i finally met up with dearie!
i hasnt seen him for a total of 18 TORTURING days =/
met dearie at queensway to get his specs done =))
went IKEA for a walk & then to xin wang for lunch. we LOVE hongkong FOOD!
after collecting his specs,we went to vivo for dinner & movie [[:
watched [10 promises to my dog]
the movie was great! yes.i said GREAT.
it really really touched my heart.its so heartwarming.
aww~dearie CRIED too.




went to look for pita at her workplace! haha.SURPRISE! LOL.
throughout yesterday i kept asking [ wei he ? ]
dearie was like: u sounds like a canto lah.
i AM a canto darl.& 1/8 BABA! hahahah
& its only until yesterday then i realise he's a hokkien!
i all along thought he was a teochew lah.i only realise after 5yrs? LOL!
sorry boy.






dearie had so much to share about his NS life.
we were constantly talking about his training,shooting,his meals,his uniform.
& his bunk's "gdnites" routine.LOL!
basically everything!
well..darl,i do know how SPF works alright.
dont forget i worked for them for 6mths! hahaha.




had LJS for dinner.his idea! =)

head home around 10.15.
he spoke in the malaysian accent AGAIN! wahahahs.i was laughing & laughing.
he was teaching me malay in the bus lah.mat zai!!
lingered around lift lobby till 11.15.hahaha
took pics of him with his specs! =D
& only when i received his "present" then he's allow to leave.wahahah.
















ILOVEYOU!
my cheeky boy
my buddy
my joker
my clown
my dear
my love!
_awaiting for your nxt book out!_






★left her thoughts at
3:27 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

sch started & i've gotten back my term test results.
well..so far i got back 3 modules result outta 4 that were tested. & i failed LAW! =.= kinda of expected though.the overall DPFM cohort 67% failed =/
BS was okay, i suppose.
but BMA was a great disappointment for me =( though i passed, but i felt so disappointed~ because i thought BMA was the only module that i am slightly more confident in.but yet,it doesnt seems to work out that way luh.
guess i'l be getting back my ECTP paper tmr.yeah.ECTP! with the lecturer that always emphasis about obtaining DISTINCTIONS! ahhh.whatever~ =P
1A/01 is simply too competitive.

★left her thoughts at
4:59 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

i'm sorry.sincerely i am.
i did not realise how important you are to me.
i got it all screwed, all pissed & worst, worried.i'm so sorry.
countless calls & texts were made & sent, but to no avail.
i knew something was wrong somehow,somewhere
things got better today, very much better.
we spoke, with no grudges in it, i assume
i'm glad you are alright.
i'm grateful that we made peace.
it's over =) =)

★left her thoughts at
7:45 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方回忆被谁放
在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留
mix feelings =((
If your words doesnt mean anything,
these wouldnt happened at all.
Sadly,it did, to me.
It caused the switching off of cell,
it cause arguements;
it cause quarrels.
Bestie said its because of you, i wonder if its true.
I knew this will happen, yet too soon.
Anticipation of more than a week,
was concluded by a word 'sorry'.
Behind the 'sorry', it lies more.
Suspicion & trust emerged from nowhere.
Leaving behind numerous disbelief & guesses.

★left her thoughts at
3:55 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008






__Met up with Benjamin, Jas & LiLing for dinner & movie yesterday. We had dinner at Kim Gary. We all LOVE Hongkong Cuisine. Watched The Incredible Hulk.

-inside joke-
___Benjamin was like asking : "people these days like to cut-queue ah?"
LOL! it happened not once, not twice but many many times lah.
He was Q-ing at the ATM, & some people just cut his Q luh. Hahaha.
__And while we were Q-ing & waiting for seats outside Kim Gary, people also cut our Q lor. But its unintentionally lah. Two people tends to get seats easier. =))



-short summary-

The Incredible Hulk kicks off an all-new, explosive and action-packed epic of one of the most popular superheroes of all time.
In this new beginning, scientist Bruce Banner desperately hunts for a cure to the gamma radiation that poisoned his cells and unleashes the unbridled force of rage within him: The Hulk. Living in the shadows-cut off from a life he knew and the woman he loves,
Betty Ross-Banner struggles to avoid the obsessive pursuit of his nemesis, General Thunderbolt Ross, and the military machinery that seeks to capture him and brutally exploit his power.

I shall rate it 3.5 outta 5 [[:



Life is full of repetition.
People change unknowingly, for the better or worst.
Same old people come & go.
Creating the same routine all over again.
Though it happened on different person, the lines are the same,
the words are the same.
I want it to be change, permanently.

When I thought I understand him thoroughly,
Is when I realise I dont understand him at all, totally.
Assumptions are made to believe, but not to trust.
Words are said for assurance, but actions are proven deep down.
I want him to understand, for eternally.

Different people appear in your life.
Yet creating the same routine you ever tasted before,
in a slightest unlike manner.
JKL's recurrence after two years.
It indeed brought happiness & laughter again,
however, with a little barrier in it too.

★left her thoughts at
2:20 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008




well.i met up with nice people over the past few days [[:



it was a great great saturday spend with sweety jenny!
GSS is fun..
we shop the whole afternoon in town.
bought lots of clothes.similar ones too.haha =)



i went for NP's concert band performance on Sunday with anisah,suying & wencai..
while enjoying the pieces played,it reminds me of the old sec sch days =/
the days in percussion where laughters enveloped the back of the band rm.
i'm ready for band,once again. . . [[:

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams"


★left her thoughts at
12:40 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008



it had been 1week since i last
blog.numerous things happened-lots of emotions & feelings triggered- but my lovely friends remain UNCHANGED!


on 4th jun,went clubbing at st james power house with dearie, jas, zhilong, zhixian, yingying & kristy. it was a 2nd attempt to club. it wasnt as fun as i thought it would be. & things were even more complex than it was suppose to be. different people have different perspective. i cant simply conclude that clubbing sux. bt its definitely not something i will enjoy tho. i got to see the other side of someone whom i always have a perfect image of ;whom i thought will be different from others ; whom i trusted wholeheartedly.anyway, its over - hopefully.


i went SENTOSA with dearie, jas, zhixian n his fren,kah foong on 6th jun.
The sun was EXTREMELY scorching hot lah. Hahs. Bestie was having her mCspicy under the blazing sun. Jas, i bet it was e worst burger you ever eaten uh? wahahas [[: we left sentosa at around 5.went for an early dinner at vivo's kim gary. It was dearie's & bestie's idea luh..i intro jas e twin sauce baked rice.with half corn sauce & half beef sauce.goodness.the portion is HUGE ok.

after dinner, we went to watch zhixian & kah foong played basketball. we were suppose to watch, but end up playing with e kids there. LOL. after which i & dearie took a cab home- he was tired.
people,i ENJOYED myself! [[:
7th june, met up with poly mates for awhile to discuss CIP Project.
love the 2 sweeties :))
MIND cafe was hilarious. went there on sun -8th jun with dearie, jas, zhilong & zhixian. i LOVE the game "sitting duck" we had lots of fun & laughters..i highly recommend mind cafe` hahs.
9th jun was a busy busy day.met dearie at around noon at tiong.he SHAVED his hair.act ENTHU only. LOL! to get my POP membership done.went heeren to collect the privillege card. went around town to search for dearie's non-cam hp =/ literally walk the entire town luhs. frm heeren to taka to wisma to lucky plaza. & lastly to PS..thx boy! u bought nothing still. eventually he found a brand new sony's hp in chinatown =.=
met jas & zhixian at chinatown. went to dearie's & zhixian's workplace at liang court for meal. TAMPOPO japanese restaurant. The food was great! Lots of complimentaries dishes from the people [[:

10 Jun. dearie's ENLISTMENT :((

i'll look forward to your every book outs [[: See ya on 20th jun,baby! mmuacks.
iLOVEterence``


★left her thoughts at
2:16 PM

Thursday, June 5, 2008

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

★left her thoughts at
3:06 PM

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Heelos [[:

1st ENTRY!

Its 3rd of June 2008 today. In a week's time,my cheeky boy will be serving the country with SPF.

I've only left with 7days-168hrs spend with him. Time is running out!

Darl, if u'r reading this. Just wanna let you know that i cherish and treasure UU very much.
Though at times I scolded and shouted at UU.
its because i CARE for UU as well as this relationship..and i really do.
i appreciate whatever UU've done. Because of UU, i learn to love once again . . .

Bestie JAS, i appreciate U as well! Thanks for all late nights spent,
all the never-ending text messages,
all the sobbing moments,
& definitely LAUGHING lames jokes :))

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

★left her thoughts at
12:05 PM